this one is a jem!

Indecent Proposal

doggie sized beer bong

tonight i...

• Watched Texas State, the only football team that I've ever been a true fan of, lose a disappointing semi-finals game in over time
• Drank 4 strawberry daiquiris
• Tryed to hook my roommate up with a guy that was more my type than her's
• Invented a new game...
• Shared a delish chocolate chip paradise pie with Lori at Chili's
• Laughed "on the inside"
• Was hit on by some guys as I walked Blitz outside. They yelled "you're hot. call me" and then proceeded to yell their phone number at me. Nice try.
• Remebered the golden rule of seatbelts- treat them as you would want to be treated
• Was mooned by my friend's boyfriend at a long stoplight...then I got to see him wipe his butt-print off the car window
• Wasn't sure if Arthur was telling me the truth

And all at once the crowd begins to sing...

There are certain people you just keep coming back to
He is right in front of you
You begin to wonder could you find a better one
Compared to him, now he's in question

Looking for the right one you line up the world to find
Where no questions cross your mind
But he won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt
Much longer for you to sort it out

And all at once the crowd begins to sing
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want him maybe you need him
Maybe you started to compare to someone not there
Maybe you want it maybe you need it,
Maybe it's all you're running from,
Perfection will not come

Sometimes
We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
Maybe you want him maybe you need him
Maybe you had him maybe you lost him to another
To another

-The Fray

why ben? why?

i heart musicians

my boyfriend has the coolest roommates. they are both founding members of this band. they're identical twin brothers, one is a classical guitar major and the other is electrical engineering, but they're both incredibly creative and talented. arthur's cool-factor went up when he moved in with them. listen to their music here.

top secret

any word between us is a monster

forgive me my viciousness
my name-calling, my absent-minded
mishaps, my cruelties and calamities,
and all the ways we fumbled while i fled.

forgive me my anger, my flight,
my bad timing, my ill-conceived attempts
at disappearing, my slipping into any available
porthole to get a little bit of air.

forgive me my haste, my impatience,
my mess, my chaotic heart.
forgive me my clumsiness while
you fell, unattended,
into the busy, dirty street.

i didn't know how to say it
at the time, and even now
any word between us is a monster
it's just that our hands
couldn't fit together.
that's all.

from athena

why i got up at 4:30AM this morning

i couldn't breathe

i felt like i was having a heart attack

although in my extensive 21 years i've clearly never had a heart-attack. but i imagine that this is something like what one would feel like. i am terrified of my upcoming (8AM) test. although, this particular test defies all previous definitions of the word and should, instead have its very own that would fully and adequately expresses it's momentousness and potentially catastrophic effects. something like examalypse.