thoughts...

- dilemma: i liked posting on xanga because i got comments. i disliked posting on xanga because i felt like i had to sensor my journal. on blogger i don't have to sensor, but don't get any comments. i want my cake and i wanna friggin' eat it too dammit!

- i don't know how to feel about my friends making official the termination of our friendship by eliminating me from their profile and deleting me as one of their facebook-friends. why does this shit continue to happen to me with girls? if you know please let me know. even if you have to make the comment anonymous. tell me what is so unloveable about me.